Commitment Issues

Ladies & gentlemen,
I have a confession to make.

Lately I have been sick. Chest pains, headaches, skin disease, breathing trouble, and a 3 month flu.

I realise that this is the most stressful year of my life. I immerse myself to work and mostly to my CCA. I haven't driven yet, and it is as if I'm moving everywhere. And I can't seem to stay on one place in school. Early morning at my table, Block 3 it's in the canteen, recess in my next class, lunch I'm moving everywhere, after school I'm having my CCA.

I've been busy with a lot of things lately.

I kept telling everyone this is the year of sacrifice.
I keep forgetting to tell this to myself.

Since I started joining clubs in 2007, I thought it was cool to be an individual. Then you have the system, the politics..
People started questioning my commitment. Commitment issues filled my head. A friend once said because of this, my relationships won't work.

I thought about Mirah when she asked me to release Joel for the debate club in which I gave my 'ok'. Most of the clubs she joined were involved with things that matter. Like the Charity Club. So I think I should sacrifice some of what I do so I could do things that really matter too.

So I'm going to sacrifice one club. And when I meant be sacrificing, I will lose my commitment to that club. This is too much for me to handle and so please, no hard feelings.

sorry, and,

Goodbye,
Music club.



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