Love and Faith

I've been wondering about my current stance in love's existence. Despite the number of times I've said that I gave up, it seems evident that I am still unsure of it myself. That's me. Indecisive. It just so happens that I had another of those 'dreams' that talk to me.

You see, there was this girl I met once, and I remember her eyes. It was during one of those days when I has someone else on my mind. Yet, there she was, and I forgot the problems I had then. Can you imagine seeing a glimpse of someone and all your troubles are gone?

Then today, I had this dream  and she was sitting on my bed. As to the curious nature of how she got into my room even with the door locked is puzzling, yet in dreams you don't think about this a great deal. I said her name, then she turned her head with a smile on her face. Her eyes were still the same color I remember.

We talked for awhile, laughing at the fact that she was in my room which is impossible. It seemed like a long conversation. Before I could ask how did she get here, she asked me a question that I never expected.

"Do you believe in love?"

I told her I did. She asked why the past tense, of which then I replied:

"My faith in it was gone."

She sighed.

"You still have me in your mind."

How did she know that, I wondered. That was awkward.
I laughed. It was a nice thought that she knew.

"Something inside you", she said, "still believes in it, even if it hurts"
She knew everything, like she understood every part of my life. As a final word, she said:
"You haven't given up on it, even if you try. Your faith is still strong".

To have a dream tell me that was really weird.
Yet it was serious.

"I know I'll never see you again," I said. "I'll wake up and realize it's a dream. I hate that, waking up to the most special memory and forget it. In real life, I know you don't see me the same way I did. Then I will realize why do I still love? It is better if it never occurred to me at all. Yet I still does."

"I'm here right now," she said. "I know you won't forget."

I knew what she meant.
"You kept it alive didn't you."

"So did she," she said.