I think the day my depression started was when I left my primary School. I was force to enter to a new stage in life: secondary school, and was fooled to this promise of strict discipline and better education, and I hated it.
Screaming to return to my old days, I found that all my old friends had changed to the worst. Like as if they had forgotten how they were years ago with their cheerful smiles.
It took me 3 years in secondary school to change myself. I had to go through Form 2, my worst year emotionally. Then go through suicidal tendencies and waited to escape this shithole.
Upper secondary in SMR is something I'd call a recovery stage. I was in a better enviroment, better friends.. it was in my best 2 year when I discovered maturity, respect, and love.
Now in PTEB, with more friends and all, do you think we might lose our friends again?
No, I will not believe that crap. I will keep my friends chained to my heart. I will not lose them.
I love you all.
Ash & Yean.
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